I'm worn out. I feel like I'm running in 1,000 different directions and nothing is getting accomplished.
I know that, in reality, I'm accomplishing things. However, I'm not seeing it.
I went to the mall yesterday and saw that we sold 7 things - that's an accomplishment! But does it make me happy? Eh, maybe for a minute or two... then I realize crap, that means I need to make 7 things to replace those that sold.
I don't know. I'm just frustrated, and worn out right now. I have over 100 boxes of Girl Scout cookies that need to be delivered.. kids that want to play.. lunch that needs to be fixed.. flyers to be made.. I have a donation basket that I just finished putting together that needs to go out the door.. inventory to update.. a living room and kitchen to clean.. a big box of stuff that I need to ship to Sweden.. YouTube videos to make (I only have ONE on my new channel)... some bows for a giveaway that still need to be shipped.. mohawk hats need to be added to the website (waiting for pictures.. people are so damn unreliable).. and I have a million designs running around in my head that I just need the time to sort through.
I guess that's what it boils down to. Time. I need more hours in a day.
Or maybe I need to stop volunteering for so much.. trying to help SO many different people.. and spreading myself so thin. Then I wouldn't need more time. *Sigh*
ReplyDeleteSadie, (pity) party of 1.. lol.
I understand. I've been there. Then I stopped doing it. I said no. Now...I think I say no too often, to be honest. I still get super busy from time to time, but at least it's not all the time anymore! I hope you find some time to just enjoy yourself and be you! That's so important!
ReplyDeletebreathe...one....two...three...breath...enjoy it all....especially your kiddos...they grow up fast.....
ReplyDeletesounds like someone needs to take a 'Me day' do nothing but relax and play with those special girls of yours.
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